Still waiting

I didn't realize that there is nothing you can do to get a baby out. We've tried everything and I've even walked for 2 days and nothing so far. I can't wait to meet him and I don't even want to think about me going late. Today after walking so much I'm resting. I can't imagine lasting very much longer. I feel huge, can't sleep and am in pain most of the time. I know its complaining and I normally am not like that but I can't stand the pain any more.

I don't have anything planned for today except maybe starting his scrapbook. Although I really don't have the pictures to do anything with. I have made lists of all the pictures we need to get in the first few days. I want so many I'm sure its crazy but they are only that small for a short period of time.

Aaron is working and keeps wanting me to update him but its sad when you have nothing to text about.

I never thought I would make it this far so its frustrating to me to be in this place. It's the 13th and there is really no end in sight. At this point I'm just really hoping I don't go over due. Please no!!!