Monday, June 1, 2009

Caden Quinn is amazing!

I can't believe where the time has gone. Just 2 weeks ago I wrote my last post that was the day I went into labour after a visit to the doctors office. Since then little Caden Quinn was born into the world on May 21 at 3:40 am. Weighing in at 9 pounds and almost 22 inches long. He was adorable from the moment he was born. The 2 days in the hospital following the birth was a mixture of sleep deprivation and amazement. Today 11 days later I can't believe how lucky I am to have such a wonderful little boy. I have been busy staring at him for hours on end. He is so sweet and cuter then I could have ever dreamed. I can't believe he is all mine.

I have had a harder time getting over the pregnancy then I had orginally thought. I am emotional and have too much going through my head most of the time. If I dwell on something too long it bothers me. Like today, I can't believe my little baby is 11 days old and soon to be 14 days old and then a month. It's driving me nuts how fast the time flys. I can't believe how inadequit I feel to have brought this little precious life into this world. It's more mind boggling to me. But I guess that is part of the whole being a Mommy thing.

Caden has been a wonderful baby since "getting out". I don't want him to change or grow up and I dread thinking past the week. I was very hard this week with Aaron returing to work. It sucks. It means the "babymoon" is over and I hate thinking about that. He changes every day and I don't want to miss a thing. It's true you just don't know until you have a baby about so many things like time, sleep, and love. But I do look forward to learning all about him and teach him things. I can wait though.